mappingyourdreams:

so it just hit me that when dean runs into emmanuel!cas for the first time

considering all that cas had done, dean has every right to be pissed (and we do see a little bit of that come up later)

hell, especially if he had even the briefest thought that cas had ditched him all that time, why wouldn’t he be pissed

but instead

once the initial shock wears off he just looks

sad

and full of yearning