memberoftheangelgarrison:

He’d give anything to not be ‘that thing’ again.That thing he’d been in Zachariah’s version of 2014. That thing he acknowledged becoming in Road Trip.

That thing he had become somewhere down the road – that demon – that tried to erase his humanity, turn him into a monster.

That monster he feared to turn into since he’d risen from hell years ago.

He’d rather die than letting this happen once again

Merry Christmas, Lexa!