#here have your trenchcoat back #along with my heart #they both always have been yours anyway
#so #I spent months carrying this fucking coat around #from car to car #because I had to lose Baby #and i may or may not have cuddled it a little bit at night #when i was drunk #like.. #really fuckin drunk#because i’ve done absolutely nothing but drink for the past few months #it might actually be a problem now #Sam keeps giving me shit for it #but Bobby was like.. #attached to the flask I was carrying #and I just couldn’t give it up right? #I mean #it’s Bobby #and I lost him too #and fuckin#dude #i have literally #lost everything #that i ever gave a shit about #and I’m fallin apart #so yeah #I carried around your stupid fucking jacket for months #because it was all I had left #like the flask #like if I carried a piece of your around long enough #you’d come back too #and here you are
These are excellent tags pirrofarfalla!
It’s so telling that season 7, which documents Dean’s spiral into depression, ends with Dean getting Castiel and Baby back in the same fucking scene. Because accidents happen accidentally and the car doesn’t reflect Dean’s inner landscape at all, and the car wasn’t lost to him while Castiel was lost to him.
Love of his life, actually.