jensenspudgymidway:

no-sympathy-for-the-devil:

thoughtlingsandthinkering:

slutstiels:

mishpala:

 #i wish i was human and you and i met at the grocery store #i wish you asked for my number and i wrote it down on your arm #i wish we could go on our first date and talk about ourselves #i wish we could kiss on the front porch of my house #i wish we could watch a movie for our second date and snuggle while watching it #i wish i could invite you inside #i wish i’d wake up next to you every single day of my life #i wish we could be together like humans are allowed to #i wish we hadn’t met in hell #i wish i wasn’t who i am #I wish I didn’t have to choose your safety over my life #I wish…. I wish circumstances were different

#jumping on this pain train  #’I wish I could age with you instead of staying the same’  #I wish you could have introduced me to your mother over dinner and that your dad would be happy for you (even though he may not approve)  #I wish I could have been your plus one to Sam and Jess’ wedding and you wouldn’t be telling a lie when you wore that tux’  #’I wish I had your coffee ready in the morning’  #’I wish I slept next to you and actually slept because I needed the rest. Not because I’ve been hurt or drained.’  #Maybe I’d snore but you’d find that charming’  #I wish I could show you how important you are. And not because of your bravery or stenght.’  #’But because I need you for my happiness. Because I love you.’  #’I wish we were allowed to *be* happy.’  #’I wish our happiness didn’t have to feel like selfishness.’  #’I wish the oven would break and you’d have to fix it. For a week it would be take-out and delievery pizza’  #’I wish I owned a t-shirt with your favorite band logo on the front.’  #’I wish we stressed about bills and how we should help Sam’s kids through college.’  #’Because Yale costs much more than a Winchester could afford.’  #’I wish those bills came in the mail with the name ‘Castiel Winchester’ printed on them.’  #’Sorry  #Maybe that was too forward.’  #’I wish I was your friend. And you were mine. Even though we have been much more for so long.’  #I wish I had a peanut allery.’  #’And couldn’t eat the nuts at the bars we visit.’  #I wish we had nights when we talked for hours about our days and our co-workers.  #Becasue we *want* to hear about each other’s days.’  #’I wish we had inside jokes no one else understood.’  #’I wish we had a routine.’  #’I wish I was a person and not an angel with broken wings.’  #’I wish I had a childhood.’  #’I wish you did too.’  #’I wish I got to see your hair turn grey. And I wore reading glasses.’  #’I wish we could be old men together.’  (Via apathyacres)