overachievious:

worldturtling:

sometimes I watch season 1 and cry because Dean is 26

      (via worldturtling

“I don’t know what to do here, Lis. I mean, if I knew for sure what the safest thing was, then I’d do it. Stay here and look after you guys or get as far away as I possibly can, but I don’t know. And I get what I’ve been doing lately, you know, what with the yelling and the acting like a prison guard. It’s just, that’s not me. You tell yourself you’re not gonna be something, you know? But my dad was exactly like this. All the time. It’s scaring the hell out of me.”

assbutt-in-the-garrison:

I can’t get over how fucking dead he is in his eyes here.

Like, how many times did he sob in the beginning while being forced to kill Dean over and over..?

And how many times did it take him before he began to go numb inside.

Because that’s what I see here. Pain so profound, it literally destroyed him to point he had to just go completely numb inside.

I mean, look at where he’s gazing. Naomi is looking down at the corpse, but Cas can’t bring himself to look. He’s trying to avoid seeing what he’s done, even though he knows it’s not real.

If ever there was evidence for Dean/Cas, a big chunk of it is in Castiel breaking here. After all, not a single one of those bodies is Sam, and we know Cas considers him a friend too.