#giGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT BECAUSE I NEVER NOTICED EITHER
DEAN’S SIGNS ARE ADORABLE
Oh my god, how did I never notice this? Dean, I love you and your adorable face.
#giGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT BECAUSE I NEVER NOTICED EITHER
DEAN’S SIGNS ARE ADORABLE
Oh my god, how did I never notice this? Dean, I love you and your adorable face.
welp
Slamming my head into a wall would be more effective than this.
the shoes are even the same.
tbh it’s probably because they are his shoes
#IF U THINK JOHN WINCHESTER DIDN’T ABUSE HIS SONS LET ME EXPLAIN YOU A THING
Although, honestly, if he had ever laid a hand on Sam, I’d be very surprised. Sam was the favored child.
When people use Dean’s reaction to this dude:
as an argument in favor of Dean’s definite, undebatable heteroseхuality, when it’s:
– ONE dude of a very particular type
– Representing openly gay culture, which Dean has most likely conditioned himself not to touch and not…
sometimes I watch season 1 and cry because Dean is 26
#AND IT MAKES ME SO SAD AND I CRY. #26. AND HE’S STILL FOLLOWING HIS DAD AROUND #26 and he’s dealing with both ptsd and depression and a mountain of other trauma that no one talks to him about #26 and he never got to be a kid #26 and he’s been in toxic relationships for 22 years with no one to protect him #22 years of no one protecting him from anything and he is 26 (via worldturtling)
“I don’t know what to do here, Lis. I mean, if I knew for sure what the safest thing was, then I’d do it. Stay here and look after you guys or get as far away as I possibly can, but I don’t know. And I get what I’ve been doing lately, you know, what with the yelling and the acting like a prison guard. It’s just, that’s not me. You tell yourself you’re not gonna be something, you know? But my dad was exactly like this. All the time. It’s scaring the hell out of me.”
Holy shit.
I can’t get over how fucking dead he is in his eyes here.
Like, how many times did he sob in the beginning while being forced to kill Dean over and over..?
And how many times did it take him before he began to go numb inside.
Because that’s what I see here. Pain so profound, it literally destroyed him to point he had to just go completely numb inside.
I mean, look at where he’s gazing. Naomi is looking down at the corpse, but Cas can’t bring himself to look. He’s trying to avoid seeing what he’s done, even though he knows it’s not real.
If ever there was evidence for Dean/Cas, a big chunk of it is in Castiel breaking here. After all, not a single one of those bodies is Sam, and we know Cas considers him a friend too.
i want to be a productive human being.
but all i can think of right now is dean getting rimmed.
and fingered.
over and over and over again.