SHE SAID YOU NEVER GO BACK WHEN YOU SEE THE MAN YOU LOVE DIE
THEN THEY ZOOMED IN ON DEAN WHO HAD TEARS IN HIS EYES
DESTIEL MOTHERFUCKERS.
D E S T I E L
But this was 10000% about Sam?
(I will go down with the S.S. DeanCas to the bottom of Davy Jones’ fucking Locker, but this was definitely not about Cas.)
Why does it have to be about one or the other though¿? Imo in the context of the episode it was very clearly about BOTH Sam and Cas. On one hand speaking of the codependency and highlighting how it needs to go, and on the other hand speaking of Dean’s fears of what he thinks may happen with Cas, as well as remembering other times he’s lost him.
Idk, it being about one thing doesn’t in any way erase the ambiguity and wider meaning of it being about more things at the same time¿?
This whole episode, the entire premise for the hunt, was Sam trying to take Dean’s mind off the despondency at not being able to find anything to help Cas yet. Sam probably figured, “Hey, it worked during that wrestling gig, Dean was able to unwind a bit. We also took care of Bobby’s old Soul Eater hunt… but wow, Dean’s sinking fast. I gotta distract him.”
Sam was unusually chipper about going camping. Trying to get Dean excited about hanging out in the woods to flush out a few rogue werewolves. Why? Dean wanted to hand the case off to another hunter and keep working on the Save Cas front.
The whole reason they were even on this hunt in the first place was because Sam was trying to take Dean’s mind off the Cas problem. If you don’t think at least 50% of that face Dean made at the end was about Cas, when he was informed that Sam was going to be just fine in a few days and was no longer in danger, then you weren’t actually paying attention.
I like the last two comments, I do think it was a mix of both, because in the past he’s seen both of them die, and just recently he had to see Lucifer walking around in the disguise of his friend, and it’s increasingly evident it’s going to be very hard to get him out without some sort of serious maiming if Cas won’t get on board with casting him out… and then you have Sam who had to see “dead”, again.
I think it boils down to seeing people he loves dying over and over again between Cas, Sam, Kevin, Mary, John, Ellen, Jo, Bobby….
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Sex and the Squirrel
Canon sex facts about Dean Winchester:
1. Is getting too old for one-night stands.
2. Is tired of the adios.
3. Still thinks he’s not good enough for anyone.
4. And that his lifestyle would put a significant other at risk.
5. Still, is ready for something to change – wants experience people, feelings differently than he has before, or even for the first time.
6. And he’ll try anything once, so.
7. Had a threesome.
8. With Crowley.
9. Didn’t want to have a threesome with his brother, though.
10. Definitely slept with at least one fellow hunter.
11. Maybe two.
12. Never said a word when accused of being Castiel’s boyfriend.
13. Never turned down men flirting with him.
14. Only annoyed at being perceived as gay when mistaken for Sam’s partner.
15. Way more vanilla than Sam in bed.
16. Falls in love quick and hard.
17. Has a hard time climbing back out.
18. Never discussed it with his brother.
19. Looks at Cas’ lips when Cas is speaking; checks him out when he’s not.
20. I need you.
Please make my day and add your own. 🙂
First words I heard, clear as a bell – “Dean Winchester is saved.”
title: There’s a Light That Never Goes Out
for D/C BB artwork 2011
#it’s a wonder dean hasn’t crashed the impala yet tbh
DeanCas Coda to 11×16: Safe House
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray Castiel is hearing me blah blah blah more rhyming. Cas, you there?
From deep inside his own chest, tucked away in a corner of his heart, a smile steals across Cas’s lips.
Anyway, I don’t know if you’re hearing me… I don’t know if you ever hear me, but we haven’t stopped looking. We’re not giving up on you. We did take a breather today, though. Worked one of Bobby’s old cases in Grand Rapids; a soul eater terrorizing the people in this one house—it was fuckin’ creepy, man. I was inside its nest and I think I saw Bobby. Not sure if Sam believes me, but I’m pretty sure the space-time stuff works out. Wish you were here so you could tell me.
Cheeks aching from his grin, Castiel hesitantly uncurls from his balled up position, closing his eyes. At this point, these prayers are the only things that are exclusively his; even his thoughts are shared with Lucifer, now.
I really miss you, Cas.
“I really miss you, too.”
The angel’s voice echoes in the cavernous space of his body, reverberating back with peels of Lucifer’s laughter. Cas squeezes his eyes shut to block him out and focuses on his hunter’s voice:
There was this family living in the house; really nice lesbian couple with this adorable little rugrat named Kat. I think you woulda liked her. I mean, I think you woulda liked all of them, but—yeah. Hey, do you want kids? I do, or I did, but I dunno. Maybe once this is all over you could start a family.
Not that what we have right now isn’t a family. And like, I’m not asking you to have kids with me, or anything; I mean, unless you want to. I mean, I don’t even know if you have feelings for me, so I don’t know why I’m automatically assuming you’d pick me. We’d have to adopt, anyway. I don’t know why I’m even talking about this. Ignore me.
Castiel bites his lip. “I’d love to start a family, Dean,” he breathes. “In whatever capacity you’ll have me.”
Man, I’m beat. And sore. Sam threw me around a whole helluva lot when I was possessed or whatever today. It sucked. Anyway, Cas, I’m gonna call it a night. Like I said, I miss you. I’m not giving up. I’m gonna find a way to get that fucker out of you if it’s the last thing I do, I swear.
And hey, after you’re back and Amara’s gone, maybe we can finally take a vacation, huh? We could sit around the Bunker eating crap and watching Netflix, what d’you say?
“I’d like that very much.”
I wish I knew if you could hear me.
“I can.”
I care about you, and, uh, miss you a whole lot.
“As do I.”
Night, Cas.
“I love you.”
Lucifer laughs hysterically as Castiel feels Dean’s prayer fading away, the blue-eyed angel immediately reaching out for as much of it as he can grab. He takes the warm, trembling thing in his hands and brings it as close to his heart as possible, keeping it there with all the others.
You weaken yourself, brother, Lucifer cackles.
Cas smiles in response.
“No,” he whispers, cradling Dean’s prayers to his chest. A smile.
“He makes me strong.”
based on this excellent post; both scenes had the same/very similar sad music.
based on this excellent post; both scenes had the same/very similar sad music.
And here are the side-by-side sound clips that go with these gifs. (The sam one is first.)
Dean & Cas vs. couples from romantic movies. Part 1 | (part 2)
But Daddy and Papa ain’t afraid of no ghosts.
The idea of Dean and Cas raising tiny Claire is so cute.
Here’s my question: Who is Daddy and who is Papa?
Charolette, i know not to long ago you gave some fic recs, but what are your all time favorite destiel fics. Maybe like top 3 or something because i want to read something good.
i don’t know what my favorites are, but for what it’s worth, here are the ones that have stuck with me, that i wish i could read again for the first time, and that i didn’t mention here (except last moonlight serenade, that is going to be on both of these lists sorry):
last moonlight serenade: It’s the night before 1945 and Honolulu is celebrating like flipping the calendar is all it’ll take to end this thing and send everybody home. Makes for one hell of a party. But it’s been a long war, getting longer, and Dean Winchester stopped pinning his hopes on anything a long time ago. Then, as the clock ticks down to the new year, he finds himself in the company of a grounded fighter pilot. All of the sudden, maybe there’s something to look forward to.
have love, will travel: Castiel Novak is a reclusive writer with a childhood so tragic it’s left him terrified to leave his home—until his overbearing brother, Gabriel, drags him out for a night on the town full of booze and strip clubs, and he encounters Dean Winchester, a mesmerizing and mysterious stripper with secrets of his own. Both men find themselves inexplicably drawn to each other, and soon Dean’s private dances for Castiel become much more, as both men confess their troubles and find solace in each other’s company. But neither can seem to find the courage to take their relationship further than the intimacy of the club’s VIP Room—and just when Dean’s own brother gives him the excuse he needs to finally admit his feelings, Dean discovers something that brings it all crumbling down. Will they find a way past their demons and their trust issues, and back to each other?
chronicles of dean’s bisexuality: An exploration of what Supernatural would’ve been like if Dean Winchester was canonically bisexual from the beginning.
the breath of all things: Dean Winchester was twenty-six years old when a car accident killed his father and left him paralysed from the waist down. A year and a half later, Dean is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It’s only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.
what i need: A joking phrase commonly heard between a surgeon and his tech is “Give me what I need, not what I ask for.” Dr. Novak and his tech Dean will soon learn the impact this phrase has on life outside the operating room.
angel slayer: (this is cockles sorry) FBI Special Agent Jensen Ackles tracked a serial killer dubbed the Angel Slayer for six months in Washington, DC—the murderer was vicious, depraved, carved the names of angels into the victims’ chests…and eluded capture. Over eight years later, a murder in small Elton, NH has too many similarities for Jensen to ignore. Paired with a green agent, Jared Padalecki, Jensen travels to Elton to solve the case that has been haunting him for nearly a decade. In the course of the investigation the agents come across a local police officer named Misha Collins—who may have a deadly connection to the Angel Slayer.
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