Reblog with the one Destiel line that’s fucked you up the most okay go
(Mine’s “Everyone except me.”)
…To keep them away from you.
Besides, I had it comin’.
And if Leviathan want to take a shot at us, let ‘em.
You don’t think you deserve to be saved.
Cas! we can fix this!
Dean! It’s not broken!
Just so you know, why I can’t help… *significant eye contact*
“Talk to me.”
my apologies, my line was a misquote, it’s actually:
Just so you understand, why I can’t help… *significant eye contact*
“We need you. I NEED you.”
“And there was Dean, trying so hard to be loyal…”
“I did it, all of it, for you.”
“Where’s the Angel?!”
“I prayed to you, every night!” Or alternatively: “Look, I don’t need to feel like hell for failing you, okay? For failing you like I’ve failed every other godforsaken thing that I care about! I don’t need it!”
Even Rowena knows how much Castiel means to Dean. (11×03)
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Is anyone keeping a list of all the times someone uses coded slang for same-sex relationships/activity in SPN? Because it seems like there have been a lot of posts recently discussing double-meanings of words used, particularly with regards to Dean, Cas and/or their relationship.
And if someone is keeping a definitive list, they should add this reference to Cas having a “bent” halo. Bent is a slang term for homosexuality in the UK, which means that having Rowena make that reference, to Dean, in reference to Cas comes off as particularly deliberate. Especially since she’s goading and taunting Dean about Cas.
11×03 “The Bad Seed” “You’re right, there aren’t words, Cas. Cause there’s no need.”
Hands down probably one of my favourite moments of the episode. Even if utterly painful. That moment in the warehouse was the turnaround of 10×22 “The Prisoner” and I’m pretty certain that Dean remembered that confrontation between him and Cas from just days ago very vividly. There’s a reason to why he didn’t fight back, why he didn’t even lift a finger to defend himself. It’s because he didn’t want to, because he felt every single blow was earnt and well-deserved. But you know what probably does me in most? It’s how he shies away from a gentle touch and not just the possibility to be healed while he almost embraced to be beat up. We all know Dean is someone, who expresses love and care and devotion with his entire body. We know how much he craves touch and how much – and even if he wouldn’t admit it – cherishes hugs and being held. But he denies it himself. That is why this is so painful to me, because Dean is keeping his distance to atone for what he did to Cas. And he does so by keeping people at arm’s length (which Cas may understand the completely wrong way, which makes this even more freaking tragic), because he doesn’t think he is worthy of any expression of love and care. ;____; FML, I never asked to feel about a fictional character the way I do…
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