sunbeamdean:

do you guys understand that dean and castiel are literally in love? that in moments of uncertainty and fear dean wants to hold castiel’s face in his hands, to ground him and keep him in this moment? that when castiel looks at dean, tries to fathom what the two of them have been through, all this millennia-old eloquent ancient creature can say is “dean, i… there aren’t words”? that dean feels so deeply the pain of having hurt castiel that he refuses to accept the relief of angelic healing? DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

Where the hell are you?

charlie-minion:

When Cas called Dean in 11×01, the first thing Dean said was: “Where the hell are you, Cas?” Let’s think for a moment. The last time Dean and Cas saw each other, Dean beat him up and told him to stay away from him (10×22). They haven’t talked to each other since then. Are we to believe that between getting rid of the Mark and receiving Cas’ call, Dean didn’t try to communicate with Cas?

I’m calling bullshit! My headcanon is that once they were on the road, Dean called Cas a couple of times. He didn’t get any answer from Cas and that’s why when Cas called, Dean immediately asked about his whereabouts. Besides, if you can rewatch the scene, you will notice that when Dean’s phone rings, he looks desperate to pick up as if he’s been waiting for someone to call. 

In 10×14, Dean had been trying to contact Cas, but Castiel wasn’t answering. When Cas finally called him back, Dean’s first question was: “Where are ya?” I checked all of their phone conversations in seasons 9 and 10, and I noticed that when Cas is the one calling, Dean has other things to say when he answers the phone as long as he hasn’t been desperately trying to contact Cas. 

When Dean asked Cas about his whereabouts in 10×14, Cas’ immediate answer was “Illinois”. But in 11×01, his immediate answer was “I’m OK.” Dean wasn’t asking that, but I’m sure he had probably sent a “How are youy?” text to Cas when he noticed Cas wasn’t answering. Why do I say that? Because when Cas doesn’t answer the phone, Dean freaks out and uses plan B: texting. 

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In case we’ve forgotten that, here you have a picture of Cas’ phone in 9×18. 

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We can see the 6 missed phone calls from Dean and the icon that indicates Cas has god-knows-how-many text messages from Dean. Cas hadn’t called or texted Dean back and Dean was, naturally, freaking out. I’m sure the same was happening to Dean in 11×01. 

Just to end this post, I’d like you to watch these two videos and compare Dean’s desperate cry of “Cas!” in both scenes. Last time Dean sounded like that, Cas was dead. No wonder why he wants to go save Cas asap. 

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