Castiel is finally ready to tell Dean about his feelings, but…
(forgive me but I’m about to make this fluffy)
The date’s a bust and Dean gets home early. Everything was wrong with this girl. Her shoulders were too narrow. Her hair was too light. Her eyes weren’t the right shade of blue. She laughed at all of Dean’s pop culture references. She ordered a salad, not a burger.
Cas always orders burgers.
The kitchen’s empty when Dean enters it to throw some trash from his pockets away. He won’t be needing the receipt or that girl’s number. He lifts the lid of the trash bin, fumbles through his pockets for the wads of paper, and then stops. Everything stops.
There’s a rose there with the garbage. Dean didn’t put it there. Had Cas? Cas never mentioned having a date. He never mentioned someone was coming over. And it is a perfectly good rose; if Cas bought it for himself, there was no reason to throw it away.
Dean leaves the kitchen and finds Cas sitting on the edge of his bed in his room. He’s watching tv, but the sound is off. “Hello, Dean,” he says, without looking away from the screen. His face is more blank than usual. Dean wonders what he’s watching.
“Hey, Cas,” Dean says and scans the room but there’s no one else. No evidence of anyone else ever being there either. “Everything alright?”
“Fine,” Cas says, and Dean frowns. It’s been his experience that fine usually means hell no. “How was your date?”
“Cas,” Dean starts but then stops. Cas sounds bitter… Maybe, jealous? But no, no, Dean must have imagined it. “It was – uh, fine.”
“That’s fine,” Cas says. He changes the channel on the television.
“Yeah,” Dean says, watching the remote tremble in Cas’s hands. Apparently, nothing is fine. “Look, Cas, about what you wanted to talk about -“
“I love you,” Cas says.
”- earlier,” Dean says, then stops. He blinks once, twice, knowing he must have misheard, before eloquently asking, “Huh?”
“I love you, Dean,” Cas says, and Dean’s night starts looking a hell of a lot better.
Tag: destiel
Sometimes it feels like on a subconscious level, when they don’t even know they’re doing it, Dean and Cas have a type.
this is beautiful
All I’ve ever wanted in life, was a full gifset of this conversation.
Like, let’s take a minute to look at Dean here. He throws his biggest insecurity out: ”I prayed to you, Cas! Every night!” Unfortunately we are missing the shot of Dean’s face after Cas says “I know.” So I included it below:
He swallows some kind of emotion back visibly, and immediately withdraws into himself. And he’s angry now. Because he is hurt. So he lashes out. ”What the hell is wrong with you?” And then Cas starts to explain, and Dean keeps this hardened face, protecting himself… Until Cas says “…to keep them away from you.” Until Cas says I love you too. That’s why I ran. And the realization on Dean’s face in the last gif is so freaking powerful. It is exactly what Cas wanted to avoid. Cas kept holding back this entire scene. I can’t hug Dean because then I won’t be able to let him go. I can’t tell Dean I love him because he won’t let me stay. I can’t tell Dean why I ran because he’ll know what it means. That is why we have this pause where Cas stutters and says “to… to keep them away from you.” Because he couldn’t let Dean know his feelings, but he couldn’t hurt Dean more.
And he was right. Because you can see it in Dean’s face in the last gif. You can practically hear Dean’s thoughts screaming “I’ll never let him go again.”
Purgatory and End!verse both just fucking kill me dead.
Perfect post is perfect.
oops
Nice try…
THE NOTES.
Here’s the entire set of photos I have of Misha Collins snooping through my phone while I was on stage and inevitably finding out my background was a very well drawn, tasteful (but super gay) Destiel fan art.
IMHO: Don’t go looking through stranger’s phones. You might not like what you see.
Misha: “Are you aware that your phone is not password protected?”
Me: “Uh… yes. I take it you found my background?”
Misha: “I did and, oh my goodness.” *gets farther away so I can’t reach for my phone* “I think I recognize these two gentlemen.”
*lots of both of us laughing and him trying to keep my phone away from me Then…*
Me: “Hey. No shame. No shame at all I like that picture.”
Misha: “No. No shame. So this one is supposed to be me, er Cas, obviously. This one in the front here?”
Me: “Uh… yeah. You’re uh… the bottom. Sorry.”
Misha: *laughing* “I’m the bottom? Good. Great.”
Then he thanked me and we both laughed as he hugged me and finally gave me my crap back.
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.”– Rumi
who picked this stock photo.
THE SYMBOLISM IN THIS GIF KNOCKED ME UNCONSCIOUS WHAT DAY IS IT
A Phone Call
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/1eSpFyJ
by BaredWolf
After Dean goes to his room at the end of episode 9×14 (Captives), he makes a phone call to Castiel. They talk about empty spaces.
Words: 1324, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
- Fandoms: Supernatural
- Rating: Teen And Up…
Look at this guys
(gif via magical-muser)
Look how he’s set up on the bed. That pillow is normally in the center. But now? Off to one side, as if there should be another pillow beside him. As if there should be someone…


